Hmm ...... was a COLD day today. Outside temperature was given as 22 odd degrees, but wind made it a lot cooler ...... and crunchier when you happened to be close to a patch of sand ... which would of course not be hard. Desert on the one side, beach on the other side.
I wondered about being a good mother today. Whether I tell them how much I love them enough. How does one know if they would remember how much you care when they need to remember or know that to take them through a rough patch? Would it even help if they remembered that? Maybe in 10 years' time, but now? At 19 and 17 ... what do they really need from me? Food? Transport? Money? Definitely not advice ... definitely not companionship ... Hmm, companionship such an old-fashioned word - like a knitted scarf - wish I had one tonight.
I wondered about being a good mother today. Whether I tell them how much I love them enough. How does one know if they would remember how much you care when they need to remember or know that to take them through a rough patch? Would it even help if they remembered that? Maybe in 10 years' time, but now? At 19 and 17 ... what do they really need from me? Food? Transport? Money? Definitely not advice ... definitely not companionship ... Hmm, companionship such an old-fashioned word - like a knitted scarf - wish I had one tonight.
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